a phase

lately i've been through a breakdown,
it was hard, it was heart aching, it was mind bottle-ing:P hahaa
but seriously it was hard,

one day i went out with my best friends in school ....
hang out with them,firstly it was angah and wana,then came another and another
all of them are my school mates
and i see them so mature, they have reached a certain phase where they have to think life,their work and even their marriage life,
i see ady holding his son, and along eating ice cream, they were so happy...and wana talks about work, zaf tell stories about her office
raz is preparing her wedding ...i see all the happy faces, and they have reached a phase where they have to take things seriously ...and eventhough i've been such a "sombong freak" to them
well ofcoz they sound setepek dlu kaan...but, hey they accept me for who i am
true friends last forever...

so at the end of the day, i have put alot of thought into this,
that my new years resolution is to acheive the same level as them,
i have to start think about finishing my studies
i had enough fun already ,
i wanna get a job, focus something that i wanted to achieve
and gain faith to allah,
all that happened maybe a gift from god so that i will always remember him at all times...
amin~~...

i done want to remeber the past, but thinking of what am i going to get through in the future..